I guess i have always felt like new shoes and perfect hair would make me happy. But itt doesn’t. Im like that one quote, shallow rivers run deep. I look look like a free spirited person. Deep down i am a twisted soul. I feel like the life i am living is a lie. I fear that my people pleaser attitude has taken me over.
At night i cant sleep. My heart feels empty and my mind echos all the mean things said to me that i claimed did not hurt my feelings.
I feel shattered. I feel crushed. I feel like a daisy flowe after a bad storm;i still have my pedals but im dying inside.
I want to be saved.